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Monday, July 13, 2015

phobia.

a friend and I were just texting each other about irrational fears we have.  

my fear is that whenever I turn the lights off in one room to walk to another, like down a dark hallway to my bedroom, that someone is lurking in the shadows ready to stab or shoot me in the back.


i'm 32 and still have this fear.  it's so bad that sometimes I walk backwards into my lit bedroom to make sure no one is behind me.

or the fear that someone is in my shower.  i'll pull the curtain back to check...but what if someone really WAS back there? i'm instantly killed.

or the fear that something is under my bed.  has anyone ever seen Ernest Scared Stupid? (Ernest Goes to Camp is the best "Ernest" movie by the way).  this scene forever traumatized me and if I ever need to reach under my bed, i'm convinced there will be a troll and/or murderer waiting when I come back up.


also...I NEVER let my feet hang out off the bed or out of the covers.  that would be silly...because what if the monster that is chillin' under my bed decides to tickle my feet...or pull me under.  i'm just afraid I would feel SOMETHING and then lose my mind.



do you have any irrational fears?

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I just found your blog so Im poking around and found this post! I too have fear of walking in dark from room to room ect or if my car is dark shadows same thing. haha I always think im so silly for feeling this way but I CANT help it good idea to walk backwards lol Ill have to give that a go ahhh! Glad its not just me (btw Im 27 and still live with this fear) Glad I found your blog we are somewhat neighbors I live in Roebuck (small town outside of Spartanburg) love local blogs! Keep up the good work!

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