my lot in life.

  5.16.13 - Something difficult about your "lot in life" and how you're working to overcome it.   I'm not really sure what my "lot in life" is exactly.  I'm typically a creature of habit and pretty consistent, if not complacent.    But in less than a year I've gone through some pretty big things that make me question my life as whole.   - personal issues - dating issues - family issues - work issues - financial issues   There were even times at the beginning of this whole things that I even questioned life at all.   When I was little, I always imagined my life would go as follows...   college job marriage babies live happily ever after   My worst fear used to be that I would never be able to have children.  I don't really worry about that anymore.   Honestly, I don't have any fears like that at all anymore.   I've learned to just "roll with it."   I went to college, but it took me 2 years and 2 months to find a long term job.   I date, but I haven't found "the one" yet.   And if I do ever find "the one" then I don't know if kids will even be an option by that time.   I'm blessed enough to have close friends who have little ones that I consider like my own special nieces and nephews.   I'm also blessed with a family that loves me and that I love back...friends that support me and that I'm loyal to in return...paying job that allows me to live alone and eat food and sleep in my own bed.  Anything that comes in addition to that I think is a bonus.   I try not to put a timeline on anything I do.  I try to enjoy life and what it offers me each day.  I might be 29.9 years old, but I can still have fun.  I just pray hard and a good cry every now and then never hurt.   did this post make any sense?